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In short, after taking my ASVAB for the marines, I was heavily pressured by my recruiters to sign, to the point that the were harassing me, they wouldn't take no for an answer, I had panic attack and I felt like a caged animal like the only way to get out of the room was to sign, so I did. At first I thought nothing of it, I thought this is what I wanted anyway, maybe I didn't invision it happening like this, but it was what I wanted. NOW I realize it was a mistake I feel as if it wasn't my choice, and after many talks with others I have realized I have made a mistake. I can't go I have no desire to go, even if I wanted to go, not like this, I don't want to go feeling that it wasn't really my choice, what can I do? If I attempt to talk to my recruiters they are going to tell me I'm a pussy, queer, or something derogatory, and tell me I will never be able to find a job with this on my record and whatnot, I need help, is there anything I can do, I'm not scheduled to leave until April 11, 2005, I have sworn in and signed once, I still have one more swearing prior to my ship date. Please help me
Thanks for reading.
In short, after taking my ASVAB for the marines, I was heavily pressured by my recruiters to sign, to the point that the were harassing me, they wouldn't take no for an answer, I had panic attack and I felt like a caged animal like the only way to get out of the room was to sign, so I did. At first I thought nothing of it, I thought this is what I wanted anyway, maybe I didn't invision it happening like this, but it was what I wanted. NOW I realize it was a mistake I feel as if it wasn't my choice, and after many talks with others I have realized I have made a mistake. I can't go I have no desire to go, even if I wanted to go, not like this, I don't want to go feeling that it wasn't really my choice, what can I do? If I attempt to talk to my recruiters they are going to tell me I'm a pussy, queer, or something derogatory, and tell me I will never be able to find a job with this on my record and whatnot, I need help, is there anything I can do, I'm not scheduled to leave until April 11, 2005, I have sworn in and signed once, I still have one more swearing prior to my ship date. Please help me
Thanks for reading.