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<blockquote data-quote="Deceptive" data-source="post: 16569291" data-attributes="member: 118253"><p>Halfway through a 15mo deployment things got to a point with my first wife that I honestly told her she needed to decide whether she wanted to be married or not. I couldn’t deal with everything on her end. I got an email two weeks later or so saying she wanted a divorce.</p><p></p><p>Came home, signed papers, had to figure out the “what now” BS. I was in a bad spot. Lost my grandfather right before deploying and we were close. My father ended up in rehab right before I deployed. When I got home and didn’t have deployment on my mind I lost my will. I was destructive as **** to myself. I welcomed death.</p><p></p><p>I met my wife and there was something about her. She made me want to be a better person for me. Sure, things aren’t perfect and it has been a struggle as she has had depression issues since our daughter was born. But I would not change a thing.</p><p></p><p>I have gone from focusing on the negative to looking for the positive no matter how insignificant. I have pushed a lot of people out of my life because they are negative. </p><p></p><p></p><p>Sent from my iPhone using svtperformance.com</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Deceptive, post: 16569291, member: 118253"] Halfway through a 15mo deployment things got to a point with my first wife that I honestly told her she needed to decide whether she wanted to be married or not. I couldn’t deal with everything on her end. I got an email two weeks later or so saying she wanted a divorce. Came home, signed papers, had to figure out the “what now” BS. I was in a bad spot. Lost my grandfather right before deploying and we were close. My father ended up in rehab right before I deployed. When I got home and didn’t have deployment on my mind I lost my will. I was destructive as **** to myself. I welcomed death. I met my wife and there was something about her. She made me want to be a better person for me. Sure, things aren’t perfect and it has been a struggle as she has had depression issues since our daughter was born. But I would not change a thing. I have gone from focusing on the negative to looking for the positive no matter how insignificant. I have pushed a lot of people out of my life because they are negative. Sent from my iPhone using svtperformance.com [/QUOTE]
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