I'm having a bout of insomnia and my mind began to wander and focus on the fact that for the last few weeks I have not quite felt like myself in just about every aspect. I go to the gym regularly, 5 days a week, yet I look and feel out of shape despite any recent deviation in my exercise and diet regimen. I physically look like a wreck; My skin and hair looks blemished, unmanageable and blanched. It's the wierdest damned thing, but I look like a completely different person. My personality has also done a 180, as I feel more withdrawn, unconfident and emotionally listless than ever. When I go out drinking I become dull, irritable and distant, rather the sociable, likeable quaffing fool I normally assume.
I've had weeks in the past where I've felt similar, but never quite to this extent. I'll admit I have been under a tremendous, almost unsurmountable level of stress over the last four months (with a very challanging final semester and simultaneous application to professional school) and sleep has been few and far between. It's just so ****ing wierd how different I look and feel.
Anyone ever feel similar? What do you guys do to ease through times like this? (sorry to bitch, but hell it feels good to vent)
I've had weeks in the past where I've felt similar, but never quite to this extent. I'll admit I have been under a tremendous, almost unsurmountable level of stress over the last four months (with a very challanging final semester and simultaneous application to professional school) and sleep has been few and far between. It's just so ****ing wierd how different I look and feel.
Anyone ever feel similar? What do you guys do to ease through times like this? (sorry to bitch, but hell it feels good to vent)