That's how I felt at the beginning of 2017.
By May, I was one off-comment or swung tire iron away from either getting fired, arrested, institutionalized, or all three. Perfect storm of everything imaginable, wore me down to near nothing. I'd take the time to type out the entire list but all it will do is get my blood pressure to 190/120 again. It's fun, you can see your heart beat distort your vision and sometimes you feel a little *click* in your head and you wake up 5 minutes later unsure of what happened.