Just reading this OP...sorry this happened to you. I know exactly how feel right now, went through it two years ago. My ex was cheating on me for two years with another married guy...who subsequently left his wife for my wife. I'm going to go against what a lot of people are saying here...but DO NOT look for any female companionship at this point. You need to spend time doing stuff for you. You are not ready to get back into a relationship. You will go through all kinds of ups and downs in the next year and you don't need the distraction of a woman or women in your life. You are super lucky you didnt have kids also...count your blessings. 2nd point, remember how much this hurts. Keep it buried away but never forget it. Women are pet tigers and are pretty and nice to look at and pet sometimes...but can turn on you and eat your head off in an instant. I laugh at most guys who say "my girl would never hurt me..." its honestly not a matter of if but when. There is 51% divorce rate in this country. That's only for 10 year marriages. Statistically speaking...a first marriage only has a 29% chance of lasting 30 years. 2nd marriage rates are exponentially worse. Do not get married again. Drum this into your mind, please. Your brain will try to convince you someday when you eventually get involved with another woman "oh but shes different than the others". No she isn't. If I told you the plane you were about to board had a 70% chance of crashing you wouldnt get on it...but everyday men think they can beat the odds and board the "marriage plane". Don't do it. Consider going MGTOW and smash away when you are ready, but please dont ever marry, cohabitate or knock them up because they will own you. The gynocentric courts in the country love to divorce rape men. Remember...pet tigers. Best of luck. I feel for you.
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Holy shit this is a wall of brutal truth about women and marriage!
A little over 2 years into married life for me at age 35 and we have a 5 month old son. I have no reason to believe it won't work out with my wife but if it doesn't, I sure as hell am not ever getting married again or having children with any other woman.