It sucks. Happened to me back in early March. I haven't been the same since.
Friends asking me what's wrong.
Family asking me what's wrong.
And as much as I tried to hide it my boss asking me what's wrong.
My job is my life and I got worried that she noticed my mental state.
I've always been her rock and she mine.
I'm better now and she knows it but Jesus this hasn't been fun.
It's like all of a sudden you realize that that many years are gone and you can't go back and change things.
You want to but you can't.
So I will march on. And I apologize to everyone I irritated while dealing with this.
Note: An old saying came to mind: Getting old ain't for sissies.
By jingo.
Friends asking me what's wrong.
Family asking me what's wrong.
And as much as I tried to hide it my boss asking me what's wrong.
My job is my life and I got worried that she noticed my mental state.
I've always been her rock and she mine.
I'm better now and she knows it but Jesus this hasn't been fun.
It's like all of a sudden you realize that that many years are gone and you can't go back and change things.
You want to but you can't.
So I will march on. And I apologize to everyone I irritated while dealing with this.
Note: An old saying came to mind: Getting old ain't for sissies.
By jingo.